Crap days?

You ever had one? I feel as if I keep have reacurring nightmares... Then I realize shit this is my life... And right now it really sucks. I hope someday it'll get better. And I do know in time it will. But right now feels like my world just keeps getting turned upside down. And it plain sucks. I love my husband and just wish that he could see the unconditional love I have for him. But I guess men are just blind... Or stupid... Maybe both.